It's a broken hallelujah.

I ask you to look at me closely.

Don't look the outside of me.

That's not the real me.

I put make-up on my face, 

'cause i don't feel safe without it.

I put nice clothes on,

so maybe i'll look nice from someone's opinion.

I'm not always acting like myself when i'm around you.

I hate it, but i can't help it either.

I'm trying too hard for you to start liking me,

i guess that will never happen to a girl like me.

Joululahjoja:

Näiden lisäksi sain suklaata,
 pyjamahousut, lämpimät sukat
 (sisällä jotain ihanaa pehmustejuttua ♥ kiitos henni :3)
marsipaania, lahjakortteja, huulikiiltoja, meikkivoiteen +
 muita normaaleja sukkia (: Mutta ehdottomasti paras lahja oli tämä:

Have yourself a merry christmas ♥